my vision is getting much more blurry. i have to squint even when typing this.its like, im losing my vision or something.sigh... thats not good.

i even hear voices in my head,like,literally voices.i may become crazy some time later on.once i lose my sanity...aaahhh..i dont even wanna think about it.my head is hurting me.

but all of this could not compare to what im feeling right now

no,its not anger

no,its not sadness

i just..feel...lonely...

no,not lonely because shahir is not in the room right now

like,a sudden feeling of loneliness

something is missing...

sigh...emo moment...

god,i better rest my head

toodles