ok look, this sucks.big time.

my vision is damn blurry.

i cant even see your face sometimes.

thank goodness i can still read when i squint.

how blurry,you may ask?

well,try seeing red for once

i spoke about this to my roomate and and Zul.

they just treated this as a joke

so,i guess no point speaking about it to them

i also woke up at late night,just to hear friggin voices around me

i am scared

i am freaked out

but no one's there to calm me down.

when i go to class,i always smiled a fake smile

hiding the fear and pain inside

guess i'll go through this alone.

i miss you..